Bigcitydreams [Nevershoutnever]

long entry. no credit. comments please. :]. peace out & enjoy.

icons: 13
qoutes: 13

Missing you isn't the worse
part. It's knowing I once had
you that kills me.

Be mindful what you toss away. Be
careful what you push away, && think
hard before walking away

however long the night, the dawn will break

she doesn't wanna care for anyone, she thinks it's just a way of gettin hurt.

find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at your weakest

if you dont risk anything, youre risking so much more

Tell me, who do you think you see? You're standing in your  corner looking out on me, you think I'm so predictable. Tell me, who do you think I am? Looks can be deceiving, better guess again. Tell me what you see when you look at me. [Christina Millian]

well SUMMER09 is here & it's been pretty sweet. i love "swimming"

and tanning. sleeping in and staying out late. cold drinks on hot days.

& ultimately the freedom. you know what i mean

- the freedom. 
 

Maybe some people aren't meant to be in our lives forever.
Maybe some are just passing through to teach us a lesson

"paint your own world.
don't paint someone elses.
make it bright- you can even draw flowers.
make a sunset."
                         -Angie Perez

senior kisses

graduation is fast approaching & i look with envy on those suffering from senoritis. life has been really weird lately, and slightly crazy. life is the most confusing it has ever been. i can't tell my friends from foes and the world is spinning, spiraling out of control. currently my favorite song is cat and mouse by the red jumpsuit apparatus.

so much credit on this entry to qoutesandiconsgalore and hearts_on_Strings

i just want to be the girl that can make u smile that amazing smile

We spend most of our time talking about nothing, but I just want to let you know that all those nothings have meant so much more to me than so many somethings.

There's A Song Blaring In Her
Headphones that Reminds Her
Of A Boy That Will Never Care </3

i used to be a strong girl, but a lot has changed. A lot has happened, and I’ve been through so much more than any person should have to go through, and you know what? I finally broke. Everything around me crashed, and I just went right with it.

she smiles like everyone expects
her to. she's living up to the expectation
of never letting anything get to her. but
something's wrong with that smile today.
congratulations, kid. you got to her.

And here i am,
sitting on the edge of the bed crying
just wishing  you knew how i felt

We’ll be strangers.
Who were lovers.
I’ll recover.
It’s so weird how time goes on.

She was trying to figure it all out.
Maybe she liked him,
or maybe she liked the idea of him

She randomly laughs and smiles because she's thinking of you.

"i just want a boy to love me," she cried,
"is that too much to ask?"

So this book I'm currently reading is quite fantastic. It's called The Company She Keeps by Georgia Durante. It's a non-fiction autobiography about a model who married a mob boss. It really is quite a fantastic read and if you're looking for a book to read, I suggest trying it.

Not really in the best mood right now & honestly not finding any icons or qoutes I can really relate to at the moment. Not sure if I'm down on love (another single vday for me) or friendship, sports or grades. Hopefully my life will fall back into place soon. I'm thinking of starting a venting xanga, what do you think?

Yeah, you're beautiful,
but you don't mean
a thing to me, babe

i need you so much closer

if you weren't real,
i'd make you up

Never let success get to your head,
and never let failure get to your heart.

"it's either the bravest thing i have ever done or the most idiotic. and i suddenly realize how hard it is to tell the difference."

well, i think i am going to wrap up this entry. sorry it's not all that great. no icons are really jumping out at me. hopefully tommorrow is better. peace loves.

icons!